MANDY

2008-09-01T00:57:00.006+08:00

A BIG THANK YOU

i wanna say a big thank you to my girls.

without you girls, i don't know what i might face.

the advices, the support, the concern, the love

that you girls gave..

its beyond words can say.

at the very lost moment of mine,

you girls are there.

THANK YOU.

evelyn.

vivian.

ivy.

jasmine,

i'm sorry sis, i dint tell you earlier.

i still love you, and THANK YOU.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS.

xoxo,

mandy

2008-08-24T15:49:00.007+08:00

its all about darling, vivian.

at waraku, they serve great pizza and gratin.

BYEE!

xoxo,

mandy

2008-08-21T01:29:00.016+08:00

WORLD PEACE.

err. -.-

phutured sometime back..

we had beer..

champange..

lambo..

then i "fall asleep" (no pics posted for that. LOL)

but like, i woke up?
to cam-whore. hehe(:

my fav. cherry. (:

and lastly..

xoxo,

mandy

2008-07-30T22:36:00.024+08:00

HELLO all(:
it was sister's birthday few weeks back.
and yea.. pics!

i thought sister-vivian's birthday is long over?

well.. actually.. she's just helping to cut and give out e cake.

LOL.

alrights.

sister-jas

e princess of e day, e birthday girl.

our gift for her(:

primary school friends.

secondary school friends.
but somehow, vivian's missing from e pic.

darling shan is trying to squeeze in e photo.

but, nice shot still.

opening her presents immediately after everyone left..

gan jiong spider sister i have. =P
hahas!

weather girls.

whereby jane rushed down from her ndp.

all here, cept ting.

e poor girl is sick. ):

we then headed to party world for more party.

anyways, i think its e first time we are there with hong.
hmmm..

lastly..

a shot taken at jas's home before we left.

LOL.

and i love this pic too!

muacks*

xoxo,

mandy

2008-07-29T23:58:00.004+08:00

OMG!

I'll update soon.

Please be patient. ((:

And to all tags of which school I am admitted to,

yea, its nus business school.

Thank you for all wishes. (:

See ya!

xoxo,

mandy

2008-07-11T02:04:00.010+08:00

poly gathering some time back.

some steamboat dinner, and ktv session.

sudden craving for steamboat..

look at eroy's plate. full of prawns. :D

big faces.

another one.

then off to ktv.

my fav.

fav. pose too.

LOL.

steamboat tomorrow!!

:D:D:D

till then,

xoxo
mandy

2008-07-10T00:28:00.011+08:00

went to sentosa few weeks back..

its been so so long since i've been to sentosa luh.

and here are the photos.

sentosa in e night.

nice night scenery.

place we had our dinner.

e food was okay only..

but e ambience.. was PERFECT.

we can see e shows from Songs of e Sea.

its nice(:

my name! hehe, written by sis.

cousin, Kenneth, writing my english name.

LOL

a lil messy.

to end off..

xoxo

mandy

2008-07-04T16:03:00.022+08:00

Sorry for not updating.

was in kl for e past few days.

and, now i'm back from kl again.. LOL

hehe.

late pictures..

from e wedding dinner in kl weeks ago.

posters on e pillars of the ballroom.

writing wishes for e newly wed.

e cocktail recpt.

cousin, Kenneth.

uncle and nephew.

uncle, sis, and nephew.
sis hair looks nice here. (:

dearest to me, mummy and daddy. ((:

my pillar of support, my dearest, my family(:

ballroom hall decor. nice eh?

China relatives, Malaysia Tan Family, Singapore Tan Family and Singapore Wong Family.

Sis and I.

e main table.

cousin, Jiat Yoong.

cousin, Cassie.

cousin, Shirley.

Sisters.

again.

bride, Sharon and myself.

for more pics, stay tuned.

xoxo.

2008-06-18T22:58:00.015+08:00

back to KL.

LOL. seems like its never ending..

okiess..

agenda for the BIG day.

one word to describe - well-organized.

pretty mothers.

e bride car.

e wedding couple.

see e happiness on their face?

LOL.

receiving blessings from e master.

tea ceremony.

got gifts to take somemore..

LOL.

ang bao! LOL.

baby also entitled to one.

BUT WAIT.

see e gold on e bride?

alot right..

i think they weigh up to one ton lah.

i want too.. ):

awwww..

sweetness..

relatives.

family.

wedding couple and sisters.

hehe.

i like this photo.

hehe(:

till then..

BYE.

xoxo,

mandy

2008-06-17T22:51:00.021+08:00

dinner at Grand Copthrone Waterfront Hotel sometime back..

scenery outside ballroom.

NICE. i like(:

paul two hill was there too.
guest singer.

daphne khoo was there too.
special guest singer.

myself and cindy.

people at my table.

phuture when it is empty.
im in before 10pm!
LOL.

our lambos.

peace to lambo.

we're drunk.
NO. she's drunk.

HAHA!

he's reserved?

by who?

LOL i think no one.

opps. im bad.

yea.. im reserved. =P

LOL.

darryl and myself.

don't know who's behind.

LOL.

jy.

LOOK AT HIS SWEAT.

OMG. outcome of too much dancing.

LOL yea.

kern's drunk.

he forced everyone to dance.

e group of us, outside.

e group of us, inside.

kern tricked me when i took this pic!

lastly..

cherry.

and mandy.

loves.

2008-06-16T00:09:00.029+08:00

and more pictures...

in preparation..

pre-wedding dinner..

uncle's house..

barbeque food..

look at e no. of people queuing up for food

e live band.

and ice-cream motorbike too.

LOL

relatives..

sister and cousins.

sisters and cousins.

cousin.

my sis singing, to e crowd. LOL

my sisters singing..

some chinese traditions thingy before e clock strikes twelve.

OKIES.

my favourite pictures are here.

BABIES(:

they cant be cuter luh..

and MORE..
e cutiest of all..

I LOVE THIS!

lalala.

byee(:

2008-06-14T11:24:00.013+08:00

more updates from my kl trip..

first we shall start with fooooood.

Ninja Jones.

japanese food.

opposite mid valley.

salmon sashimi.

king prawn roll.

some japanese mushroom.

very very nice(:

salmon sushi.

my favourittttte.
SCALLOPS.

(((:

lastly, Ninja Comnbi.

there's soft shell crab, tempura, mini king prawn sushi, tofu..

not my combi,

but i think its nice..

part of e decor of the resturant.
it should be dark thou..

then, i had ROTI BOY.

LOL another of my favourite.

its a kl-trip-must-have everytime.
(: hehe.

NEXT UP..

thai resturant at mid valley.

decor of our room.

i like(:

some food we had.

tofu, chicken wrapped in pandan leaves, mango and catfish salad, thai fish cake.

the group of them, without me):
cos i'm e one taking this photo. LOL
anyways, my long-distance relatives..

from china, and england.

till then,

much loves.

2008-06-11T13:03:00.021+08:00

i'm back! (:

was in kl for e past one week..

loads of pics. like almost 600.

okies.. old pics first..

it was jane's birthday some time back.

and of cos, pictures (:

the birthday girl.

21st.

our dinner that night..

and yippie.. my favourite, Scallops. ((:

jane's first birthday cake. LOL

randomnes.. LOL i like this pic.

jane's real birthday surprise..

jas hiding behind a pillar.

her reaction.

happy 21st birthday.

e 5 girls.

e 8 girls.

then jane was forced to use her mouth to take up e candles and choco piece.
LOL

good picture taken.

all of us had to have some "CLOSE" squeezy time in e car..

yeah yeah yeah.

i'm e driver.

LOL

i know they had a "fun" ride with me.

yeah?

cos i've had some real shock too. hehe.

Lastly..

HAPPY 21st BIRHTDAY SIS.

Sorry i'm not in town to celebrate with you.

Hope you had a great time with your boy.

Much love.

2008-06-01T19:05:00.044+08:00

YIPEE I GRADUATED!

after 3 years.. finally..

the day we all waited for..

IS HERE.

but where to go next?

LOST.

REJECTIONS FACED.

and NEW OPTIONS opened up.

I'M SO CONFUSED.

someone tell me which path should i take next..

YEAH! (:

there goes my dad and sis again... -.-

randomness.. hehe. cindy got lamed, BY ME. =P

i wanna be in the pic too!!! LOL

and then, i saw this in my cam..
i was like WTH. FUNNY.

AND EVEN FUNNIER...
e girls in grad attire..

group pic.

this will be e last pic of us in school ):

mummy cant be here for my grad day.. ):

then she was so cute, kept apologising to me that she cant be there..
hehe. I LOVE YA MUMMY.

halfway through all e photos taking.. i saw..

e MIA plus one i havent seen in longiest time, NG SEE HONG!

hehe. it was her grad day too!

LASTLY..

A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THE 'LAO SHI'...

Mr. William Lim

Chan Yeow Hwee

Janice Khoo

Mr. Wee

Low See Chu aka Tweety Bird

our fave lao shi.. NG TIAM CHIA.

then daddy brought us to meet mummy.

my dearest mum.

mummy, me and daddy.

my happy family!

hehe((:

YEAH..

P.S. dont get drunk on your mum's birthday!

LOL. Do tune in for more pics.

its my mummy's birthday today..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

love you much much.

*muacks

ARGGHHH.

work tomorrow.

SHIT i dread working.

have a great sunday night with your family(:

BYEE.

2008-05-20T14:11:00.018+08:00

SZE CHUAN earthquake...

caused e lives of many.. ):

caught e heart of many.. my condolences to them..

what's worse isnt here.. they have to face separations from their family.

health affected, lack of transport amendities, and a roof above their heads..

god bless szechuan.

i'm working! who says i dont work..

LOL prove you guys wrong.

at work now..

OMG freaking tired.

had to like dragged myself out of bed in e morning.

its been like sooo long since i've been awake e entire afternoon?
or its been sooo long since my last 9to6 kind of job.

cant even shut my eyes for a min.

ARGGGH.

first day of work.

i'm counting down to e last day of work.

LOL!

makeup i bought from Tangs sales last week.

total up to about $500?

anyways.. e mrt is freaking far from office.

HOW HOW HOW.

if anyone could fetch me to and from work daily..

hmmm..

LOL!

xoxo,

mandy

2008-05-14T01:12:00.020+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

did you bring your mum out?

brought mum out to novena square for dinner.

sis and i spilt e bill. (:

like her birthday huh? with ice cream in replace for cake.

LOL.

mummy and i.

see.. my dad is a real big kid.

look at my baby sis.. cute right. LOL

and one more

dad walked off without taking a pic with us :(

but anyways..

its a great dinner.

alrights..

back date to last week.

went to m'sia for curry fish head.

random right..

there were so many pple queuing up.

or probably its lunch time.

their only revenue is from e curry fish head luh! nthg else.

look closer. its so so cheap.

where can you find such a deal in singapore?!

while waiting for food to arrive..

my hungry face. but still can smile. LOL

e leftovers. not much huh.

went to city square..

and look what i saw.

e number of bikes.. were like..

OMG crazy.

end off..

with my fat face.

BYE.

xoxo,

mandy

2008-05-08T04:08:00.011+08:00

you're e very best friend i had.

since my younger days..

you taught me things that i should know.

we did e rights and e wrongs.

you were there when im at my lowest.

i was there for you too.

you told me to go for what i really want.

and i told you that too.

you became e pillar of my life.

we shared laughters,

we shared tears.

we were together,

we were apart.

physically back together,

emotionally apart.

e bond's isnt strong enough.

i feel shaky.

uncomfortable.

and down to e word, probably..

jealously.

forgotten.

you've new well bonded group of friends.

that forced me to think..

and accept,

that i might not be as important as what i used to be.

i chose to be nonchalant.

deep down inside, its hurting so very badly as days goes.

day by day.

and its getting e hold of me.

you are e first friend to see me cry.

you are e first friend who cried for me.

you are e first friend who contacted me when im away.

you are e first friend to scold me for not telling you my family problems.

for these,

i'm touched.

by you.

for all these,

i can drop everything on hand to go to your help.

i buy your favourite soft toy whenever i see one.

i buy your favourite cinnamon danish back all e way from china.

people say, 'picture speaks a thousand words'

not that true.

like you, i made new friends.

but are we that close?

like you and me?

you thought so.

but its a NO.

how can someone you meet for few months compared to one who has been with you for years?

it might be possible for some.

but for me,

it's quite impossible.

AND...

we exchanged thoughts.

with us telling eachother how we feel.

i told you my background reasons.

you told me you missed me. e old me.

your sms-es make me cry.

all these months, your no-actions make me feel that im long forgotten.

you topped my best friends' list.

till now, you still do.

i hope this exchanging of stern sms-es between us is e final time.

i've said whatever i've in mind,

and i hope things between us are as clear.

i hope that we'll go back to what we used to be.

i hope to share all happiness, sorrows and e usual gossipings back with you,

again.

like what you say, a True Friend.

i hope we can.

its your birthday today.

i hope i dint spoil your day for all that.

AND..

if you're reading,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE.

after all these years, this name still belongs to you.

and it will be forever.

i pray all e best in e world for you.

love you still.

2008-04-30T02:39:00.040+08:00

FHA @ EXPO - 22nd to 25th Apr 08

okieeees.. back frm last week's entry.

if you guys have been waiting..

i was mesmerized by A/X.

LOL.

ok their clothes are like so freaking nice

but sooooooo ex.

thts why i feel lousy. LOL

OMG

i love.

e company giving us our pay.

at work (:

e no. of cars at expo tht few days were like.. OMG
CRAZINESS.
omg and we were like trapped in e carpark for like so freaking long.

and one of day, this barbarian lady was shouting so loudly tht we can hear her in e car.

sorry for tht vocab used.
her cabs were trapped in e jam with cars obstructing e traffic whilst her clients were waiting..
like we were all waiting to get out of e freaking carpark.

and then..
SHE CALLED E TRAFFIC POLICE
-.-
what can a tp do to so many cars?
LOL

anyways.. we got out before anything worse.

now.. real
FOOD!

chefs at work.

okies. my favourite danishes.
omg these are e BEST OF THE BEST! goodness me.

cookies. muffins.
their cookies.. hmm so so i think.
LOL but great muffins.

there were like 7 halls for this FHA.
meaning?
tons of food luh duh.

look at their plates.
OMG so pai sae to walk with them.
lol.

some very nice looking deserts.

e "in" food these days.

macaroons.
looks nice, but not so nice afterall.. =/

baking of danishes in process.. yum yum.

boxes of food tht everyone tabao home.

LOL.

look at ms. dawn.

OMG greediness.

ms. hot pans and e 2-faced guy, mr. erland.

my manager. ms. joie wong.

petite christine and i. plus e young boss Kin.

with lynnnn.

ms. dawn, or vanessa rather.

stephanie.

sweetie bernadette.

and gracieeee.

nice pic here with e girls. ((:

e 12 girls.

one last time.

e party table. with free flow of beer and sausages.

it was a great show. real fun working with e lovely girls. ((:

loveeee.

xoxo,

mandy

2008-04-21T23:59:00.005+08:00

feeling lousy.

mesmerized.
hurt.

by..

hehe.

xxx..

stay tuned.

oh yah.. is this thai song nice?
thou i dont understand a single word out of e entire song..

LOL.
but i think..
its NICE luh! (:

okies..

my babies.

theodore.

my love. my cutie. my baby.

loves.
xoxo.

2008-04-21T01:33:00.035+08:00

as promised.. PICTURES. TALK! (;

HELLLO. I'M BACK!

some of my loot of e week.

e blue lil boxes, silky white ribbons tht most girls love.(:
sales lady who served me at T&Co was like kind enough to give her hp no.

i mean, which sales person would actually give her hp no. to a customer??

Then.. Family dinner at Swissotel The Stamford..

chef at work.

their specialty.. Durain Pudding. tht i hate.

looks a lil not tht appealing.. i shouldnt spell it out luh huh.. LOL

Daddy and i.

he's like a child luh huh. LOL

YES. its mineral water tht i'm having.

my idiotic sis.

and more.

and more..

and more...

afterall.. she's cute luh.

and stupid enough to think e bread stick is soft enough to bite it off with a single bite.

HAHAHA.

but i love u still baby sis(((:

sis and i.

brother-in-law.. to be? LOL

e TAN Sisters.

our stupid faces. LOL

TAN Family and cuzzies.

Then, another family gathering for newborn Clarisse.

my first niece. too drunk on milk.?!? LOL

e buffet.

i'm eating can..

e cutie monster. declan.

declan. and e fish tank?!

i'm working next week! LOL expo. okays.. i think i would be very tiring.

but i think will be fun luh.

soooo looking forward to it.. cos like..

its a FOOD FAIR.

FAT.

to end off..

loves.

xoxo.

2008-04-20T11:20:00.003+08:00

SORRY PEEPS! for nt entering any entries for like soooo long.

leaving my house soon for like some gatherings.

will be posting pics after pics when im back. promised. (:

loves.

2008-04-08T03:52:00.008+08:00

IN AND OUT OF LOVE..

Its amazing how easily someone walked into your life, becoming one most important to you.
Their smiles and laughters become your pillar of support.
As amazing as it is, its as heartbreaking to see that someone to just walk out your life just that easily..
How long does one take to get tht once who used to be so important, out of their mind?
Or heart, rather.
Do guys actually take a shorter time than girls?
How long does it take for them to get in a new relationship?
How long does it take for guys to whisper sweet nothings to another girl?
Do they use the same way to tackle their new love?
The best antidote to one out of love is to fall in love.. how true is this?

Material goods could make one happy?
Yeah.. it does. But just for a while. Short one.
Shopping.. spending money.. is one good way to lift up one's mood.
But isnt of any cure.
In e end, its just an additional item to your collection, which is almost meaningless.
Or keeping urself busy, most of e time.
But til e end, we find ourselves so worn out..
And?
We're back to square one once we find time to rest, we think.. of e old sweet moments shared.
Best antidote?

happy happy happy today.. ((((:

cleared up sthgs with someone important to me, which i chose to ignore some months ago.

pray tht things would take change, like how it took for e worse, and now for e better of us.

OMG hk shows are getting me addicted.. to staying at home.

Yeap... tomorrow morning.. swimming. hehe
omg im like getting darker and darker.
i need to change to swim after e sun goes down..
hohoho, i miss mr.bean.

study hard guys.

i need a new phone. any good ones for me to consider? (;

byee.

2008-04-04T16:20:00.002+08:00

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
If I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right, it just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

His magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight, hold on tight

2008-04-02T02:35:00.010+08:00

So so long since i last met them.. ):
cindy, grace, yiling (:
for interview.
was great.
might get e job.. but not yet confirm..

anyways....

Swimming was fun today... (:
finally like re-learn how to swim again.
havent been like in e pool for more than 10yrs, totally forgot how to swim..
but hehehe... contented.. and i'll be back in e pool.. like in days time..

something bad happened at dinner made me so mad, tht e 2 pizzas ordered were like left untouched..
went we left, e waitress like even gave a ??? face to e food.
what a waste to tht.. ):

craving for chinese deserts, headed to bugis..
but e famous 'ah chew deserts' longer is there..
and i entered a hongkong cafe, thinking tht it is 'ah chew deserts' ...
in subsitution, had my almond paste at another place..
hmmm not as nice ):

Pictures.

and im hungry.. like now... )):
Byee.

I LOVE SLEEPING.

2008-04-01T01:37:00.012+08:00

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!

what did i do today..

checkup, shopping, dinner, then movie.

phew, thank god im in pink of health.

spend another amount.. at la senza. like.. they always have e line of things im after..

dinner at ajisen, think was like e 3rd or 4th time i had it this march.. and i crave for it still..

movie - the orphanage. it was a good show, really, for those who like thrills. ending was kinda predictable.. yet not so predictable afterall.. something good and bad about e show, it wasnt in english.. but spanish. e good is we get to hear e very very originals.. i was like laughing at some during e screening, not cos of e show, but e guy beside me. he stands like least 1.8m, but he's like covering his ears and eyes at e some scenes before i even covered mine.

LOL okay, im lil bad here. :P

rounding up, the orphanage is awesome, definitely worth for money, or at least mine. it very much portrays a mother's love.. what's more to it is tht e child is adopted..

alrights, up and coming movies are like must watch.. Rouge Crocodile, Prom Night.

for kawaii again.. =P

i dint get barney home.. again.. =(

oh wells.. swimming tomorrow.. then interview.. and dinner.

enjoy e fool's day..

ending with this..

minnie and mandy*

you know i always love you..

xoxo

mandy

2008-03-30T01:21:00.008+08:00

WHAT A DAY TODAY. so suay. went for interview at smu this morning.

): someone was late in fetching me.
): no available cabs in e morning. i had to call for cab.
): cab uncle drop me off at school of social science, but my interview is at school of business.
): i dont know how to get to school of business.
): following e map shown, i got lost and reached a place opposite e grand cathay, and tht is like 10mins before my interview starts.
): i cried.
): finally found e way to school of business, i had to run a distance in my 3inch high heels.
): when i got there, my makeup is almost ruined.
): e interview turns out to be so different from what i think. essay writing, article discussion.
): my stomach was growling halfway through e interview.
): there were 7,000 applicants for school of business and only 600 will be choosen.
): lost my way again at smu before getting to suntec convention, while constantly looking at e road for cabs.
): lost my trolley in e supermarket when i walked off for like just a short while.
): what's worse, my hp was so spoilt, tht lags by like 10secs always.

afternoon, my auntie called. or grandma? and e conversation was like..

her: your mummy not home?
me: ya, she went out.
her: you graduated already?
me, ya, from poly, waiting for uni if i can get in.
her: got boyfriend already?
me: no.
her: why not?
me: dont want luh, study first. (excuse.) LOL!
her: your elder sister has boyfriend right?
me: yah.
her: okay. your sis has, you need also. i intro boyfriend to you, okay? e guys i intro are very good.
me: wtf. dont want luh, i wanna study first.
her: nowadays youngsters can cope very well with r/s and studies. i'm sure you can too.
me: ......

almost speechless. this is like my second relative who wanna intro boyfriend to me already. com'on. girls can be good by themselves without having a boyfriend too alright.

but when e right one comes along, i'll hold you tight and never let you go.
tht is when i found my right one luh. LOL

something tht makes me smile for once today, i went for late night shopping at wisma, and i bought a top. ((:

back to studies. e interview was a flop. leaving smu out, ntu and nus i guess i've minimum chance.
my choices now, local private or overseas?
overseas sounds attractive. i shall check out e sums..

random photo taken sometime last week.

i like e hat.. but they no longer have it..

family dinner tomorrow..

byee.

2008-03-29T01:22:00.028+08:00

cool beanz. i'm home on a friday night.
interview tomorrow.
omg. nervous.

let me enter please.
okayy rest early mandy.
now.. before zzz..
..
..
..
..
..
more pictures from our KL trip..

our 'watches' to enter sunway

sunway lagoon..

tiger in sunway

after swimming, before shower

e guys in e 360 degrees pirates' ship

A&W... i dig. esp root beer floaaaaat. slurpss*

what we can do with a onion ring. stupid photo. LOL

another one.. LOL

a trip to china.. LOL. no luh, to suntec only. LOL e mascots are cuties.

Bei Bei cutie

Jing Jing

Huan Huan

Ying Ying

Ni Ni

went to to toys"R"us earlier on.. and then.. LOL.

i delicate e below pics to Kawaii Jun Lonng.

i knw you will like it. LOL

not me. but e purple cutie. =p

byee.

xoxo

mandy

2008-03-27T01:41:00.041+08:00

let e pics do e talking..

counting $$$ before leaving..

one of e cars we drove

with ken's shades..

e 3 guys. with e 3 psp.

bert crawling out of e boot

4.10am.. we reached melaka.

e drivers find e way to kl..

e early morning breakfast in some part of melaka

second breakfast of e day. at midvalley.

KRT. strange right. 2 cars, but we took e public transport.. -.-

e handsome eric.. LOL

diao ge

new shopping mall. i heart.

e girls. mandy, maine, emma.

hotel breakfast, before genting.

e guys.

e hilarious couple. victor and emmma.

maine and shawn.

view from our hotel

morning breakfast at midvalley - ice cream! LOL

these shoes are huggggge

i love this pic.

2008-03-20T23:38:00.005+08:00

sorry for not blogging lately. rather busy.. but with what? LOL i'm not very sure too.

simply enjoying as days goes by.

i'm going away... for days.

and yes.

out of singapore. (:

public holiday tmrw..

enjoy this lonnnnng weekend peeps.

byee.

with love,

till then.

((:

2008-03-16T03:33:00.038+08:00

SHOPPING

i'm back. apologies for not updating.

thought my memory card failed me.

but somehow, its working yet again. (:
what have i been doing this week? shopping.
and shopping.
and more shopping.
know what?
SHOPPING IS CARDIO. (:

i wish i had a room like tht -- pure white

went to amk hub, marina square, raffles city, vivocity, takashimaya, wisma.
and guess who i saw.. someone i havent seen for like 3 or 4 yrs.
selina quek quek quek.
and the ever tall girl, weiling.
2 nice babes.
i miss talking to quek quek.
and of cos to weiling.
time flies. and really. we're grown ups.
but somehow or rather, e closeness still exists.
quek quek was there at e lowest point of my life.

i saw this on monday.

from Tiffany & Co.
i went to get it, on thursday.
goodbye to my $500. ):
but i love it.
and am happy.

a meaningful X-pendant.. (((:

shall i shop at Victoria Secrets? hmm..

and of cos.. other then shopping, mandy can never leave food.
went to this thai restaurant -- Thai Accent.
okay, their food was like great.
service was prompt and good. -- great service always makes e food tastes better and of cos me happier. ((:
these are enough to making me fall in love with thai food or rather spicy food after this meal, though tears will roll down my eyes with tht.
earl grey tea -- my new love.

Thai Accent -- Vivocity

View outside e restaurant.

My tea set

Prawn mago salad. little spicy. leaving us go WAAAA. thumbs up.

its real AWESOME food.

Homemade thai fish cake. something like otah, but tastes a little weird for me.

This is e focus. TOM YAM SEAFOOD BEE HOON.

its nice nice nice NICE! i must have it again. like soon. (:

after eating e tomyam beehoon, it gave my lips a natural red color. LOL

e tea cup is almost e size of my face!

another food making me go waaaaaa.

Ajisen Ramen. e volcano ramen is really killing me.

i can almost feel e burning sensation in my stomach.
wahahaha. but its cheap. and nice.

results were out on friday.

i scored fairly okay.. but of cos can be better.

some problems during exams period, cant concentrate fully on my books.

but i'm contented, still.

waited till like 6am in e morning for e results.

and out to morning breakfast after that.

bendemeer market.

my first breakfast in like months..

walked down to e carpark, e wind gives me a chill down my spine.

and i realised something..

e morning sun is beautiful, though its blazing hot which almost killed me.

and e sky is so clear.

trees are so green.

its awesome.

e sun tht makes me love and hate.

clear blue sky with greeny trees. i like..

having e breakfast craze, went maxwell food centre this morning as well.

like 10am in e morning?

i feel so not like myself.

its rare to see me out in e morning nowsdays alright.

me without makeup.

my breakfast today. so-so one.

breakfast again tomorrow?

maybe?

and work. work was awesome.

$100 an hour.

relaxed.

though no chairs.

but e $$$ is all worth much standing.

right? hehe.

movie. caught 10 000 BC and Rule #1 sometime this week.

10 000 BC i would say is a little boring for me.

some how i dont really like e setting and storyline.
I only like e scenes where e elephants appear.

they are huge. and cute.

okay Rule #1, its a little scary or errie i shoud say, but kind of lame at some scenes.

Fiona xie spoke in cantonese. a little amazed by that.

I suppose The Ophanage would be a much nicer show.

this is me, today.

i love this life.

2008-03-10T11:31:00.009+08:00

went to e IT show last weekend. and got some stuffs.. which is like dirt cheap. ((: like e pink speakers that i heart heart heart, i got it like at less then $30.

spent another few hunderds on my sk2. (:

met shan and jane last weekend too. they are evil - i dint want to buy anything tht day, but they were like, go try la, go try. shan bought sthg i like too for her guy, I WANT IT TOO! can i? lucky her, i drove tht day and sent her home with her heavy stuffs. parking at suntec and marina last weekend was like hellllll. but i managed to pull it off, still. (:

shall end off with a picture of us.

heart you girls. (:

xoxo

2008-03-08T14:41:00.006+08:00

my italian treat yesterday. its so yummmmmmmmyyyy.
morzeralla neapolitan. complete with a tomato paste = best
sudden love for, garlic bread.
lasagna, topped with cheese. its soooooo delicious. *slurps
a cheesy cheesy meal.. oh no, im growing fat..
but i love it baby. =P

im meeting darling like soon, very soon. ((: happy happy happy.

2008-03-07T03:07:00.018+08:00

a well-spent day with my books. i missed this good feeling of not doing anything but just read. so into reading these days, i shall read up on more in time to come. wider range. some literature? or poetry. hmmm.

And i learnt,

You don't have to improve or change or strive for perfection. Quite the opposite, Just Accept.

Tht means accepting all e wants and emotional lumps and bumps, e bad bits, e weaknesses and e bits of it. But this doesnt mean we are happy with everything about ourselves, or tht we are going to be lazy and lead a bad life.

We are to accept e way we are, initially, and then build up on tht. What we are not going to do is beat ourselves up because we dont like some bits. We have to accept e way we are, which is e result of everything tht has happened. We come loaded with desires, anguish, sins, pettiness at times, mistakes, ill temper, rudeness. deviation, hestitation and repitation. Tht's what makes a human being so wonderful, e complexity.

None of us can be perfect. We start with what we've got and who we are and then we can only make a choice, each day, strive for some kind of better. To be awake and aware, to be ready to do e right thing.

And some tht some days you arent going to make it. But tht's okay, dont beat yourself up. Pick yourself up and start again. Accept tht you will fall from time to time and tht you are human.

The Leap Years, a hot movie topic for most. romantic and unexpected love story. a little unreasonable to me - a long wait of like 16yrs for a love at first sight? Personally i deeply believe in love at first sight compared to real chasing after kind of love, i dont know why. Perhaps its more exciting, and longer lasting, to me only, probably.

Its not in the stars that holds our destiny, its in ourselves.

And YES, i agree totally with it.

Then again, you dont need anyone's approval to love someone. see codes.

Ha. So, should i seek a fortune teller's help soon?

Scouted for a commerical ad recently. dilemma to accept e job cos it requires some *. but it would be a breakthrough for me. should i?!

Things to do tomorrow:
shopping.
IT show.
movie - 10,000 BC
good dinner treat. just had jap, should i go for italian..
& more reading.

You know that, that i love you.

nights people. ((:

2008-03-06T01:58:00.011+08:00

went to Singapore Flyer again yesterday, and unexpectedly, saw phil.

its a real coincidence, cos like at a place so new? never expect i would see anyone i know there.

looking great boy. (:

had popeye's, which i havent had for like 2yrs? their caijun fries are like another fav must have.

another reason for me to be at singapore flyer - i couldnt believe one capsule could hold like up to 26 people? i was pretty amazed.

and then, watched The Eye. goodness, my butts were lifted off e seat couple of times. its not tht scary afterall, just tht some scenes were, only. what am i talking about?? LOL.
little proud of myself today, i went in m)phosis and i came out empty-handed.
cheers for mandy. lalala.
instead, i bought 2 books - to keep me occupied. i love self-improvement books.
its march, sushi again. (: i start to fall in love in e fried tofu... its crispy on e outside, soft in e inside, together with e sauce, its yummmmmy.
then to hotdog factory. not butter factory. err -.- okayy. comparable to GOGO Franks sausages. LOL i think i gonna get hell for tht sentence.
then to changi, for nasi lemak. its cheap, and filling, and most importantly, tastes good.
i'm growing.. fat. with all e food stuffed in me. LOL
i love to eat baby.

till then,

I LOVE YOU!

2008-03-05T01:50:00.013+08:00

AND THAT IS IT how i feel about you

There are roads that can take you to places that you've never been

There are people - when you meet them it's

like they have lived inside your skin

There are souls you connect with so strong

A bond that's so deep and so true

And that's the way I feel about you

There are times like a magnet you're drawn into somebody's life

You' don't know what you're doing or why you are there

But you know it's right

There's a sense that the piece that was missing

Has suddenly come into view

That's the way I feel about you

I believe in this world there is nothing that happens by chance, no

There's a reason that at just this particular moment you came

Into my hands

Like a gift that you never expected

But you'll treasure your whole life through

That's the way I feel about you

Like a gift that you never expected

But you'll treasure your whole life through

That's the way I feel about you

Well, I keep holding on to yesterday

I keep holding on enough to say that I'm wrong

I keep thinking that I'm lonely

But it's only missing you inside

Days when we were once together

Seems we'd never come alive

So I keep holding on to yesterday

I keep holding on enough to say that

I don't know when I’ll see you

I can't reach you anymore

Well if I'd only known I'd need you

Then I'd keep you like before

Well I keep holding on to yesterday

I keep holding on enough to say

That I'm wrong wrong wrong

My yesterdays have all gone by...

2008-03-04T03:34:00.006+08:00

Love doesn't make the world go 'round.

Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.

Trouble is part of your life — if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough.

2008-03-02T06:02:00.006+08:00

I pretending you were mine..
And wishing you'll be fine
the moment we shared never die..
You made a difference to my life
And let me realise
the feeling.. deep inside

Just to let you know
exactly the way i feel
To let you know
My love's for real
Because i love you
And i'll do anything
I'll give you my heart, my everything
Because i love you
I'll be right by your side
To be alive, to be your girl

2008-03-01T13:16:00.014+08:00

Hollla, I'm back.

Went for Dim Sum Dollies e musical earlier this week. All i can conclude is Hossan Leong is great.. his performing skills are superb. seriously. He fits prefectly into each role acting different races, with the various accent respectively, it sounded exactly like what it must be.

I went missing for a week. And i realised..

there are many who cared for me.

I'm sorry to those who cant find me. I'm backkk.

Felt so touched during this period, and i really felt it. thank you.

I'm sorry to the one who treated me so nicely but i actually flared up at you. you know who you are. I thank you for your concern and all. I apologise.

Had Jack's Place for dinner sometime this week, this my first time having it. errr i'm mountain tortirse can. LOL. e food was so-so only. should have chose sushi inside. Maybe due to the dim sum musical, i have been like having dim sum so many times these days. LOL sudden craze over 菠蘿包. nice nice niiice, but its fattening. lol ((:

Mummy got this 7mega pixels digi cam from somewhere, and i traded my 5mega pixels one with her. hehe (:

And then, missing for almost a week, guess what. i spent like 2000dollars. ?!?! this is absolutely crazy. i aint working or like earning money, but i already spent 2000dollars. i must have been mad, seriously. thanks to daddy for all these. i love youuuuu!

i have to stop this, i hope i can. LOL (:

oh ya, something tht made me happiest these days.. i got my LV bag! ((((:

I need more..
Gucci sunglass.
Guess watch.
Gucci wallet.
New cell phone.
Sony t200.
sk2!

I can see money coming in... i'm working next week. photoshoots.. and more ((:

Every step I take..Every move I make..
Every single day..
Everytime I pray..
I'll be missing you..

Thinking of the day..
When you went away..
What a life to take..
What a bond to break..
I'll be missing you..

2008-02-26T00:12:00.019+08:00

ZOUK

zouk after prom. as usual i was drunk. i dint want to get drunk, due to some reasons..

sighs. i dint want to..

almost fall off e chair, thanks to keron who carried me. (:

thanks to mr.k who made me drunk, for tht 2 drinks.

thanks to sudden of appearance diao ge, who carried me up e cab.

thanks to all who went tht made e fun.

after looking at e pics, i feel that im being touched by so many pple.

i need my sk2.

2008-02-24T03:24:00.003+08:00

沈入越来越深的海底

我开始想念

你我好孤寂

跌进越来越冷的爱里

我快不能呼吸

我想要你

人活著赖著一口氧气
氧气是你

如果你爱我

你会来找我

你会知道我

快不能活

如果你爱我

你会来救我

finally i understand everything that is going on.

i'm sorry if i ever was an irritant to you.

thank you for your sms.

it might mean nothing to you, but it tells me so much.

i think i should stop everything now thou e feeling is still so strong.

i had enough rejections from you.

i hate doing this.

e feeling you're giving, had me to.

its like a knife piercing right through my heart.

2008-02-24T02:33:00.011+08:00

THE PROM

prom was fun! nice gathering with e class for one last time. but e food served is so yucky. out of like 9 dishes served, i had only like 2 dishes? and jy took almost e rest. LOL.

then was e games.

dint know my class is so supporting, and won some useless card holder? in e bingo round. -.-

then was e mr. and miss mde. and i was very supporting also, being sabotage, up e stage. thanks too you all, know whom you are! LOL

said e mc to me, with my voice i should become a phone receptionist? no, its tai tai okkayy. LOL! thanks mo for reminding me, 'for english, press 1. for chinese, press 2. for good time, press me'. i was so effing nervous. everyone had a good laugh at e receptionist thingy.. LOL

a great evening. i love my class. hur hur hur. ((:

2008-02-22T03:57:00.009+08:00

FINALLY

i'm out of poly! unoffical graduate. hehe. what am i gonna do next? work? no, young tai tai. LOL. many around me found a job, send out resmue, me? hehe enjoy first.

alot of things happen recently. but i'm happy! you should know why, hehe (:

spent somewhat like $400 these two days. half of it goes to chaos, to get their membership. goodness, their ranges of clothes are super nice, elegance, sexy, feminie. breakfast, lunch and dinner at din tai feng. poor me, only a meal a day. LOL. e fried rice with pork chop and xiao long bao are mussssst have!

saw michelle at nydc, but dint get a chance to speak to her.

prom tomorrow. or should i say later. LOL anyways kinda looking forward to it, cos its my first prom ever. abit sad huh. buddy eroy is the lucky one. cos i'm his partner? and lookout for my dress, if you see me. eroy knows the thing behind it already thou.

zouk tomorrow? phuture rather. ((:

nites people. have a great friday!

2008-02-21T03:28:00.006+08:00

you open and close doors...
nothing beats seeing you...
at the finishing line...
i'll see you there with a bouquet of flowers...
and i'll say that i've been waiting...

&i'm doing so... still......

The words of the fool hurts his countrymen but the wise do no better.

2008-02-20T01:54:00.007+08:00

I MISS YOU!

yes you, my love.

2008-02-19T13:48:00.007+08:00

我要全心全力的给他爱我不要再次受伤

为他我要重新再来

我要把所有痛都放下来

让他带我走出大海我相信他永远都会在

2008-02-18T19:18:00.012+08:00

i dreamt of you last night

we were your home doing our usual stuffs

went out for dinner, at my choice of dining place

hands in hands, to bedok 85 market
we were buying carrot cake
and we said in unison, "auntie, fry black black"

will this day ever come.
imu.

2008-02-17T02:58:00.003+08:00

Courage is the master of fear.

not really in the mood to blog today.
many things happened.

i did it again, without him. why.

when can i see you standing there, waiting for me.

2008-02-16T03:44:00.003+08:00

I say No
When everyone say Let Go
There is so much to overcome
I guess its over
We can't do it
like before
cos' we ain't strong alone
like how we were before
Together
as one
I wanna hold you like how i used to
I can't
Its far beyong I can reach
cos' things aren't the same
(isn't it)
There's a fact that wouldn't change
and I can't deny
that is the
LOVE
we once shared that gives us our happiness
which is no longer here
anymore

2008-02-16T03:09:00.017+08:00

First paper today. Ended. YEAH! (: hehe went IMM for lunch cum dinner. Walked up and down e shopping mall, searching for e place i suggest, WAN ZAI.

Very nice food served indeed. hehe. (= satisfied. and serving time was fast too.

went vivicity for shopping after makan. hehe.

HK fried hor fun with black pepper

deep-fried wanton, side dish, a must have for HK cafe for me only. LOL

dessert, mango something. tastes great. supposed to be served last, but came first.

took this at vivocity, looks what behind. i dont know.
doesnt appear physically, but does on my cam. hmmm strange. LOL

what makes me happiest today, my M.A.C. ((((:
thank you!

taken on v.day, my v.day lunch, LOL long john's silver. a fast food to go for went you're almost broke. cos its cheap, nice and very filling! mugging for today's paper on v.day, my best daddy delivered them to me. ((:

2008-02-14T04:24:00.004+08:00

I still recall the words you said to me

Its what you did not say that set me free

Know how can I, find a peace of mind

When you still stand a place

In my heart.

2008-02-14T03:14:00.010+08:00

I'M GOING CRAZY

went to LV boutique today. queued up. entered.
BUT
BUT
BUT...

the entire singapore doesnt have the bag i want!
its out of stock, even the LV warehouse.

what the hell.....
have the money
nowhere to spend
shit, have to wait.
and wait
and wait...
till when?
I DONT KNOW!

getting impatient...

keeping in mind,

good things are worth e wait.

hehe I WAIT.

went for steamboat dinner at weeseng's house

was an impromptu thing, dint prepare oranges.
but still got angbao. hehe

played mahjong, its a lost, i think.
i never win, always. LOL!

choy! i gonna win...
in other things, maybe? HA.

met mr.k at my void deck, received my valentine day gift.
might be e only gift this year.

i've to spend v.day with my notes.

first paper on fri.

sighs.

anyways

happy valentine and international friendship day everyone! ((:

may all couples stay loving.

may all friendship last forever.

xoxo.

oh ya, i'm happy still

cos my dandruffs are gone!

be happy for me.

((:

photos from zouk some time ago..

done by summer (:

done by ME! ((=

2008-02-13T04:04:00.000+08:00

thank you again for e heavenly icecream.
i got my RITZ appel struddel. yeah!
how nice to have both my fav desert in my fridge! (((:

went cwp pasta mania for lunch today, and grace wasnt there!
why go woodlands? abit out of way, but my daddy insists.
anyways its not like we are taking public transport. hehe.
tried e choco-banana pizza which everyone said is nice, and told me its a must-have.
but.. we left 3/4 of e pizza untouched when we left.

the LV bag is driving me nuts, soon. i cant stop thinking of it.
LOL.
i want.
please.
i must visit to the boutique soon! hehe. ((:

Its you that made me twirl
Now that I'm sitting alone in the merry-go-round
Indirectly, you abandon me
You didn't kept you promise.

You wanted to be alone,
yet i can't let you.

2008-02-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

And yes I thought it would be better
for both of us but useless me just can't.

Human nature? I thought i could let go.
Everyone did brain-washed me still I lack of
that something to cut off.

Why?

i hate this and i hate it. *pats myself, chin up mandy!

bye! off to lunch now. wher shld i go for a good lunch!

2008-02-12T03:27:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHH! i hate this! dandruffs. its irritating me so much. ran out of shampoo at home, and mummy asked me to change to a new shampoo, which causes e irritant on me. goodness!

thanks loads daddy to send me to mustafa at wee hours like 2am, to get my shampoo.

VS SAVE ME! lalala.

met kawaiiii today to 'study'. yupp, for an hour at least? LOL whom wanted my notes actually, tht spells w-h-y he came down to amk!

another fan of my blog, hehe, good listening ear of mine.

or rather someone who needs my help in chasing a girl, after seeing me successfully helped someone to get his girl. (;

anyways well-spent afternoon with kawaii! ((:

had yummy yummy sushi for dinner, yeah! sushi is a must-have once a month at least! (:

received a pint of hagan-dazs icecream when i reached hme. made me (((((= more, while eating, ha. thanks to mr.k.

happy happy. bought a levis skirt today. hehe (:

almost bought my boyfriend's cd of e rack at hmv. wait.. did i mention my boyfriend? i can have it free, why should i spent e extra $$$. HAHAHAHA =P

someone was asking me what am i not studying for exams and then...

and i said, i'm selecting courses to select for uni

him: select sch of business and my sch is just across the road from each other

me: i'm thinking of selecting this course, but they dont have

him:"what?

me: bachelor of staying pretty forever

okay, LAUGH! hahas its meant to be a joke. (:

met stanley and kar later for midnight supper. thinking of 24hrs food centre, bedok (my choice, hehe), paya lebar, lao pasa, newton circus, prata, swensens, changi, we decided to stick to my smart choice.

had my fav fry-black-black carrot cake, with a few load of food stan ordered. had a short nice chat with kar before she head home and me to mustafarrrrr.

kittttty saw me, but i missed him! witful kar never fails to give good and useful advices which i neeed.

kar. cute ya. taken by vincent ge~ already. HAHA (:

i wish everyday is like today, busy. full of things planned.
so i wont have time to think of you.
or us.
imu, ilu.

night night.

2008-02-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

angeline dear and ME (=

we can never get a good picture. LOL!

finally i see his name appearing on my phone.
my heart was pounding so hardly again.
i cant think straight, my mind's blocked.
i was afraid, that for whatever i say, he would walk away again.
thank you.
i smile, from my heart again, because you called.
thank you.

2008-02-11T00:08:00.000+08:00

I've been sorting out my thoughts. Life isn't fair to me at all, its tiring.

so i asked my mum WHY.

"Mum is it because of my character?"

"Dear, everyone is born with a different character, you have a strong character, and you let emotion rule over you"

"I don't want things to turn out ugly, but each time I just couldn't just stop thinking of it."

2008-02-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

MART EXPRESS by TEAM BROTHERZ

as requested...

busy busy. ciggs there are cheap! (:

what an expression. one of e many bosses of MART EXPRESS.

AND lastly...

2008-02-10T03:53:00.000+08:00

AND I DID I AGAIN

went places i should, and places i shouldnt, again.. pple close to me will know where i went.

unsure myself why i want to be there, even for just merely a minute, i'm happy. my heart is racing so crazily passing by that road. always telling myself, girl make sure its e last time you go there without him, but i never seem to be able to fulfil that, or not yet.

third day of cny, went zheng hui's house for 'cny gathering'. and i lost 4dollars, but got a 1 new team mate! hehe. secret la. =p there's a saying, small money dont go, big money wont come. agree agree. saying comes from mandytan, me lah. so those who won... careful ah! HA HA HA! and then strange thing, why is so many people going to club this new year? or just pple ard me. hmmm anyways great day today! (:

my nephews, how nice if we were kids. so carefree. (:

he's a real cutie! ((=

grateful to those who had made me smile, you know who you are! thank you guys. ((:

more photos from zhenghui's house.. coming soon.. ((:

2008-02-08T05:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY again

let this be a short post. gave zouk a pass for watching ah long pte ltd with FFU. sorrys! (you know who you are) join you guys other time ok. promised! hehe (: another okay show only. too lame too be good i should say. mark lee really makes me laugh my ass off. he makes e show worth e money seriously. trouble buying tic, entering e theatre, looking for tables and chairs for supper, and ordering food. why? its a group of 26 people, kinda crazy la. but its fun fun and still very fun. hehe ((:

looking forward to my family gathering tmrw, with all e good delicious food by specially invited chef from overseas. ((: most importantly angbaos la. LOL!

i had nightmares that gave me fears. some sudden thoughts, cherish everyone around while you can, cos when you realised they are not there anymore. and everything starts to change. you start to regret, its too late. love everyone around you, like i do, really.

gong xi fa cai, wan shi ru yi! (:

2008-02-07T03:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

gong xi fa cai! hehe. wishing all a very very happy new year and may you all enjoy a very smoothsailing year of e mouse! ((: my family were busy cleaning up e house today, but i have to accompany my psp. LOL. cant help out cos of my lovely welldone nails. count myself lucky. hehe ((: had my first gooey good good steamboat dinner at home tonight. and after with some red wine and my favourite häagen-dazs icecream. yum yum.

its getting late. just had facial done. collected 4 angbaos before chu yi, what a good start. hehe (: going to save my energy collecting angbaos tmrw. may you all collect alot alot alot of angbaos! enjoy your chu yi everyone! ((:

goodnite(;

2008-02-07T02:48:00.000+08:00

more photos from dragonfly last saturday.

2008-02-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

nice experience at dragonfly last night. as there were too many pple, we ended up at the karaoke bar upstairs. and then, everyone was so so crazy. drinking alcohol like water. glasses after glasses. bottles after bottles. alcohol is nice. but hangover is dreadddful. had a bad hangover which lasted almost a day! lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PENNY!

only some of the photos here. be patient for more photos!

my friendster profile views at mid of jan. not about the number of views, but the meaning behind the numbers, 1212! (((=

tata~~

((:

2008-02-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

new year ahead. everyone's busy with this and that.

me? haha. busy with game. (((=

plans for cny coming up! (;

new hair color! (:

more pics to be uploaded..

head out to club now. ((:

2008-02-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY

okiess happy today. hehe. wanted to go sentosa thou, but i woke up too late. LOL! went ikea instead, and bought my things. ate the yummy yummy swedish meatballs i wanted long long ago.. but anyways, i have my forever 24/7 swedish meatballs delivery from darling phil, right. hehe ((: anyways, was nice nice nice.

i love my new toys. whee~ happy happy (((:

went shawn's place to load games on it. short of virtual tennis. i wont snatch yours already ivan. i will go train my mandy up when i have the game. LOL! thanks to hendry and daddy for my psp. LOL ((((=

shawn showed us this super horrendous video, taken from some club in KL. a girl was actually being touched and fcuked by a group of inhuman guys. the girl was too weak to fight back. the guys took off her clothes, covered her mouth to keep her from screaming, stuffs some yucky things in her. i pity the girl. be careful girls when you club.

watched 27 dresses, an okay show only. be a bridesmaid never a bride? ha. NO! i must be a bride, with everyone i know as my witness, walk down the aisle with daddy, the love of my life waiting at the front, and say i do. ((:

its time i move on baby. (:

alright.

sk2 time.

2008-01-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

i used to...

grumble at him for being so busy

complain about him not calling me often

dislike him for walking ahead without me

whine at him for snatching the game with me

protest to him for not allowing me to watch my shows

think that its such a pain to get him out of the bed

i really miss the times

but i don't have the chance to do so anymore

everybody told me..
that you would leave me
and yes you did
everybody told me..
that you would hurt me
and yes you did
everybody told me..
that its not worthy
and no, i disagree

2008-01-29T01:46:00.001+08:00

some thoughts

life is a journey

be is a smooth or tough ride

we all have to go through

many obstacles along the way

be it career, health, or love

be glad that we have our parents to fall back on

be glad that we are free from all illness

love is the toughest to handle

purely feelings

love brings two strangers together

it can pull them apart likewise

how does it feel

when two party are in love, and cant be together

its a real pity

its a tough act

strong on the outside, weakest in the inner

wearing a smile on the face, and tearing in the heart

dying to salvage the relationship, but nothing can be done

wish each and everyone out there happiness

in all aspects of life

to all couples, love hard, true love never dies

the rest, hope the love cupid's arrow will reach you soon

((=

hoping to receive your call

wanting to see you

yearning so much for you

praying for us to be back again

but it isnt easy

i hope our love is as easy as 1, 2, 3

so there wont be complications like now

if you would know how my life is, without you

life is affected

alive without soul

mind is running about

heart's with you

till then

i love you

still

2008-01-28T01:40:00.000+08:00

YOU DON'T KNOW

finally, did some shopping. someone commented on me, "i thought she always shop whenever she is out?" true to some extend only luh huh. LOL! bought my boyfriend's tee! bought a 4-inch heels, setting my eyes on a 5-inch heels now. ALDO never fails to catch my atttention. ( : spent somewhat like few hundred bucks this weekend, i am so broke. met my mr.bean, ha, he did it again, making me go ha ha ha the whole night. all i can say, the FFU is a fun and crazy bunch to be with.

someone enlighten me,
"if you fall, what's most important is you must stand up stronger than before
of all things in this world, love is the most difficult to handle, becos it is never predictable"

but nevertheless, i still hope that he can be happy everyday. only knowing that he is contented with his present life, only then, i can be happy. if not, the happiness shown on me isn't from the within.

making this sentence true,
as long as the one you love is happy, and very naturally you will be too.

you don't know

how i feel

living my life without you

you don't know

what its like loving you all these time

i'll give you all my love

heart and soul

giving it all for a chance

now that i need you the most

you don't know