MANDY
-loves-
COACH, Gucci, Tiffany's,
stilettos, hugs, spins, camwhore,
attention from my boyfriend, dresses, black,
red, gold, massage, manicure, pedicure, shorts,
ice-cream, fries, chips, tyra banks, BMW, shopping, diamonds
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
and i woke up another day, without you.
i know i shouldnt be missing you, shouldnt be thinking of you, shouldnt be waiting endlessly for your call, but i just cant control myself.
maybe we have really reached the end of our story.
went to fetch chanmun from airport yesterday, had some nice prata dinner before he went home.
journey home from 3monkeys was a quiet one. had a real hard scolding from adrian for all what i have been doing, thinking, questioning that shut me real off.
i know what everyone of you wants me to do.
and i know you all are thinking for the good of me.
but i need time. i really need.
please.
i am so lost.
dont give up on me.
i'm sorry, especially to adrian.
did what i should to make myself happy, also did what i shouldnt.
katong laksa on thursday was one of the best.


Okays, facial time now.
be back with more photos.
lastly, happy 21st to hong & 22nd to my dearest sister!
hugs from mandy@10:24 PM