Tuesday, May 20, 2008
SZE CHUAN earthquake...
caused e lives of many.. ): caught e heart of many.. my condolences to them..
what's worse isnt here.. they have to face separations from their family.
health affected, lack of transport amendities, and a roof above their heads..
):
god bless szechuan.
i'm working! who says i dont work..
LOL prove you guys wrong.
at work now..
OMG freaking tired.
had to like dragged myself out of bed in e morning.
its been like sooo long since i've been awake e entire afternoon?
or its been sooo long since my last 9to6 kind of job.
cant even shut my eyes for a min. ):
ARGGGH.
first day of work.
i'm counting down to e last day of work.
LOL!
makeup i bought from Tangs sales last week.
total up to about $500?
anyways.. e mrt is freaking far from office.
HOW HOW HOW.
if anyone could fetch me to and from work daily..
hmmm..
LOL!
xoxo,
mandy
hugs from mandy@2:11 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!did you bring your mum out?
brought mum out to novena square for dinner.
sis and i spilt e bill. (:
like her birthday huh? with ice cream in replace for cake. LOL.
mummy and i.
see.. my dad is a real big kid.
look at my baby sis.. cute right. LOL
and one more
dad walked off without taking a pic with us :(
but anyways..
its a great dinner.
alrights..
back date to last week.
went to m'sia for curry fish head.
random right..
there were so many pple queuing up.
or probably its lunch time.
their only revenue is from e curry fish head luh! nthg else.
look closer. its so so cheap. where can you find such a deal in singapore?!
while waiting for food to arrive..
my hungry face. but still can smile. LOL
e leftovers. not much huh.
went to city square..
and look what i saw.
e number of bikes.. were like..
OMG crazy.
end off..
with my fat face.
BYE.
xoxo,
mandy
hugs from mandy@1:12 AM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
you're e very best friend i had.
since my younger days..
you taught me things that i should know.
we did e rights and e wrongs.
you were there when im at my lowest.
i was there for you too.
you told me to go for what i really want.
and i told you that too.
you became e pillar of my life.
we shared laughters,
we shared tears.
we were together,
we were apart.
physically back together,
emotionally apart.
e bond's isnt strong enough.
i feel shaky.
uncomfortable.
and down to e word, probably..
jealously.
forgotten.
you've new well bonded group of friends.
that forced me to think..
and accept,
that i might not be as important as what i used to be.
i chose to be nonchalant.
deep down inside, its hurting so very badly as days goes.
day by day.
and its getting e hold of me.
you are e first friend to see me cry.
you are e first friend who cried for me.
you are e first friend who contacted me when im away.
you are e first friend to scold me for not telling you my family problems.
for these,
i'm touched.
by you.
for all these,
i can drop everything on hand to go to your help.
i buy your favourite soft toy whenever i see one.
i buy your favourite cinnamon danish back all e way from china.
people say, 'picture speaks a thousand words'
not that true.
like you, i made new friends.
but are we that close?
like you and me?
you thought so.
but its a NO.
how can someone you meet for few months compared to one who has been with you for years?
it might be possible for some.
but for me,
it's quite impossible.
AND...
we exchanged thoughts.
with us telling eachother how we feel.
i told you my background reasons.
you told me you missed me. e old me.
your sms-es make me cry.
all these months, your no-actions make me feel that im long forgotten.
you topped my best friends' list.
till now, you still do.
i hope this exchanging of stern sms-es between us is e final time.
i've said whatever i've in mind,
and i hope things between us are as clear.
i hope that we'll go back to what we used to be.
i hope to share all happiness, sorrows and e usual gossipings back with you,
again.
like what you say, a True Friend.
i hope we can.
its your birthday today.
i hope i dint spoil your day for all that.
AND..
if you're reading,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE.
after all these years, this name still belongs to you.
and it will be forever.
(:
i pray all e best in e world for you.
love you still.
hugs from mandy@4:08 AM
