Tht means accepting all e wants and emotional lumps and bumps, e bad bits, e weaknesses and e bits of it. But this doesnt mean we are happy with everything about ourselves, or tht we are going to be lazy and lead a bad life.
We are to accept e way we are, initially, and then build up on tht. What we are not going to do is beat ourselves up because we dont like some bits. We have to accept e way we are, which is e result of everything tht has happened. We come loaded with desires, anguish, sins, pettiness at times, mistakes, ill temper, rudeness. deviation, hestitation and repitation. Tht's what makes a human being so wonderful, e complexity.
None of us can be perfect. We start with what we've got and who we are and then we can only make a choice, each day, strive for some kind of better. To be awake and aware, to be ready to do e right thing.
And some tht some days you arent going to make it. But tht's okay, dont beat yourself up. Pick yourself up and start again. Accept tht you will fall from time to time and tht you are human.
The Leap Years, a hot movie topic for most. romantic and unexpected love story. a little unreasonable to me - a long wait of like 16yrs for a love at first sight? Personally i deeply believe in love at first sight compared to real chasing after kind of love, i dont know why. Perhaps its more exciting, and longer lasting, to me only, probably.
Its not in the stars that holds our destiny, its in ourselves.
And YES, i agree totally with it.
Then again, you dont need anyone's approval to love someone. see codes.
Ha. So, should i seek a fortune teller's help soon?
Scouted for a commerical ad recently. dilemma to accept e job cos it requires some *. but it would be a breakthrough for me. should i?!
Things to do tomorrow:
shopping.
IT show.
movie - 10,000 BC
good dinner treat. just had jap, should i go for italian..
& more reading.
You know that, that i love you.
nights people. ((:
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